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Note #2 [12 Aug 2009|03:22pm]
[ mood | used-to-be-here ]
[ music | Funhouse - P!nk ]

I miss the glamour, the tragic, the melodrama, the fuck-I-care-if-something-happens-to-you.

Too tiring. Too frustrating. Too real. Fudge, it's real babe. Do you want a glass with that spirit? Don't stay sober for too long otherwise you might realise that you are depress.

spiraling down and out.

Infatuation. Yup, that's the word.

Sudden obsession with the late silvery shade of black.

Distortion is the word of the century.

Now kids, hands up who give a damn about Hepatitis B epidemiology?

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WOT? [07 Jul 2009|08:39am]
Okay okay, considering this is 8:30 Tuesday morning during my winter break but this is just outrageous.

RYAN AND JON ARE WALKING OUT OF P!ATD  !!!




Why must it be like this  ;__; 

Watever happens, you two will still be in everyone's heart  T__T  But honestly, I don't know what FBR is thinking, and "Nearly witches" was so cute  +__+


Devastated.


And look at teh day today too  (07/07/09)  TT__TT


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Note #1 [06 Jul 2009|09:14pm]
Khặc khặc khặc, vẫn còn sống  :D 

Tâm trạng của 1 tuần này gói gọn vào trong 1 chữ: Mệt!

Chán ơi là chán.



Thật đấy.
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random snipets [15 Jan 2009|03:57pm]
Something weird just happened to me yesterday. Who changed my lj userpic back and forth? I'm pretty sure it was some other picture last night  '__'

Sap toi Tet roi. Where are my new year's resolutions? Sao ma thay chac khong lam noi vay neh.

Who wants to know something about Botox, Restylane, Aptos, Thermage and Affirm?  XD

Lai sap toi sinh nhat. Coming anyone?  ^^
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December 1 [01 Dec 2008|12:04am]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | "About a girl" - The Academy Is ]

December..the start of the last month of 2008. I'm edging 19 GODDAMNIT!

News flash! I'm alive. I'm alive and breathing (dust) and kicking (more dust). I'll probably upload the formal pictures tomorrow, especially as the only mean to get Lam to send me her picture. I think most of them were cute enough ='d Ha ha ha, we'll see we'll see.

Music of last month - my "love song" collection. I don't think they would even merit as "love songs" but who kares eh ^^;;

I think I'll do a recap on Jap later. Man that is one crowded country. This is gonna b sooooo fun :D

Since I'm stuck at home now, anyone wanna take me out? Btw, I'm in Viet now. YYYYAAAAAEEEEHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Somebody take me OUT now!! I need something interesting to do while I'm over here and that's a given!

Seeing how I'm gonna stay here for a while, you guys have better have interesting places to go. Pleassseee? *puppy eyes*

Partner's coming back in Jan so I'll grab her out mercilessly. Remember, I have your "My short stories" ~

Need.New.Music. Any recommendations?



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Random music quiz [12 May 2008|11:28pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Dear ~Unplugged~ Gackt ]

I'm bored and this is the result of my boredom.

How is life going ?  The Reason - Hoobastank

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

What is your nickname ?   Honey, this mirror isn’t big enough for the two of us – MCR

The amount of pills I'm taking, counteracts the booze I'm drinking
and this vanity I'm breaking, lets me live my life like this
and well I find it hard to stay, with the words you say

What is your best friend’s theme song ?   Point of authority – Linkin Park

Khửa khửa, thế là you over possessive hử ?  ‘___’

How is your life going to turn out ?   Sexy, naughty, bitchy – Tata Young

I pick all my skirts to be a little too sexy
Just like all of my thoughts they always get a bit naughty
When I'm out with my girls I always play a bit bitchy
Can't change the way I am sexy naughty bitchy me

I'm the kind of girl that girls don't like
I'm the kind that boys fantasize
I'm the kind that your momma and your daddy were afraid you'd turn out to be like

Shiiietttt XD

Will you get married ?  Raindrop prelude – Chopin

Há há há, cái này gọi là miễn bình lựng rùi đánh trống lảng neh. Có thể trời đang kêu mình sẽ sống trọn đời bên mưa  ;P

Will you have kids ?  Bài tình ca cho em – Ngọc Lan

I swear, I’ve never even heard of this song  ‘__’

What will your job be ?    Hãy là chính mình – kim

Who do you love ?  Shadow of the day – Linkin Park

In cards and flowers on your window,
Your friends all plead for you to stay.
Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple.
Sometimes goodbye's the only way.

And the sun will set for you,
And the sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in gray,
And the sun will set for you..

Chùi ui, tình iu thế này thì … TT___TT  I’m having a good and healthy relationship here !!!

How will you die ?  The [After] life of party – Fall Out Boy 

XDD

I'm a stitch away from making it
And a scar away from falling apart, apart
Blood cells pixelate
And eyes dilate
And the full moon pills got me out on the street at night

Her nose runs ruby red, deaths in a double bed
Singing songs that could only catch the ear of the desperate

Cut it loose

How do you feel right now ?   Runaway – Linkin Park

I wanna runaway
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind

Paper bags and angry voices
Under a sky of dust
Another wave of tension
Has more than filled me up
All my talk of taking action
These words were never true

How could you describe your parents ?  Hà Nội ngày tháng cũ – Ngọc Hà

Wtf.. Cà Mau với Cần Thơ ăn nhập gì với tận trên Hà Nội?  XD

Your best friends ?  You got gun – H.O.T

You got gun? (got gun) got gun (got gun) you got gun~ keu chee jee ahn ah~ uh neu noo goo doh mak eul soon uhb suh
You got gun? (got gun) got gun (got gun) you got gun~ muhm choo jee ahn ah~ uh neu noo goo doh mak eul soon uhb suh

Your significant or your crush ?  Nobody’s listening (Evil Genius remix) – Mike Shinoda

(Tried to give you warning but everyone ignores me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody’s listening)
(Called to you so clearly but you don’t want to hear me)
Told you everything loud and clear
(But nobody’s listening)

I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
handfull of anger, held in my chest
Uphill struggle
Blood sweat and tears
Nothing to gain
Everything to fear

What should I do with my love life? Getaway car – Du South

I know I’ve been a little in my head
Now if for you, I’ll let myself get in the way
From this day, I promise not to make love wait
I'm lookin at, looking at stealing you away
I know you thinking don't make sense to you
No, not at all but soon it will
Trust me and just let yourself go
Get lost with me, we can fall in love again
No, i need you, baby

I can't wait to satisfy you, girl
I know you gonna like it, babe
Don't fight it, you like it (we can go back down)
Go from Monday to Sunday
Get lost with it, I can't find us
We can make up like some bandage
Way up on our own planet
Cause in my getaway car
Let's go far, far, far
We can getaway
In my getaway car

I got a few surprises lined up on the way
Let's buckle up, we're taking off
Baby, i can't wait
I'm missing your smile, love to hear you laugh out loud
Where us again
All the things i can do without
Imagine in my life without you in it, it ain't life at all
I need you, baby

What is your best feature ?  Morning mood in Peer Gynt Suit - Greg

What makes you angry ?  So sick – Lil’ Bit

Basically a reply to Ne Yo’s “So Sick”

If you're so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
You said you loved me
Why aren't you here?
What makes you sad ?  To know your name – Lindsay Lohan

I know your name
But I won't tell
We must keep this secret well
Privacy's hard to find
Eyes are watching all the time

Everybody wants to know our love
Everybody talks about our love
Everybody wants to know your name
To know your name
Everybody needs to criticize
None of them are even in our lives
Everybody wants to know your name
To know your name

What makes you happy ?  Kiss the girl – Disney “The little mermaid” soundtrack

But there’s something about her
And you don’t know why
But you’re dying to try
You wanna kiss the girl

Yes, you want her
Look at her, you know you do
It’s possible she wants you, too
There is one way to ask her
It don’t take a word
Not a single word
Go on and kiss the girl

 

Yes I do, and that certainly would make me extremely happy  ^_______^

You're in front of a crowd, you'll say ?  King of the road – Roger Miller

I'm a man of means by no means
King of the road.

Your best friends are like ?  Vô tình – Quang Dũng

Cám ơn mặt trời cho tôi một chiều
Cám ơn cuộc đời cho tôi một người
Người bước vào đời cho tim ta im vắng
Chiều bước vào đời cho tim ta chút nắng

The story of your life is ?  Symptoms of you – Lindsay Lohan

There a good kind of pain
And insane kinda sane (when I'm around you)

There a chill in the heat
Feel the sky at my feet cuz I adore you
I cant ignore you

I'm not ill I don't need to
Take a pill to fix what you do
Cure can't come through
Cuz baby all I do is suffer from
The symptoms of you

Behind your back, your friends think you're ?  Open your eyes to love – LMNT

You've been down on yourself thinking some things are wrong
Wondering why love has never found you
Don't you know it's been right here all along
If only you'd look around you


It's here, it's now
Open your eyes and see it
Right here, right now
Open your eyes to love


Love has been right by your side oh, so close that you couldn't see
If love could speak it would shout to the sky,
"I've always been here,I always will be"

If you go lost on a desert land, you would tell ?  Mysterious world – Howl’s moving castle OST

The best thing about you is ?  I will always return – Bryan Adams

Không biết cái này là hứa hẹn hay là hăm dọa nữa  XD

Your day will be like ?  Em sẽ cố quên – Lưu Bích

Your make-out song is ? Bo go ship da – Kim Bum

Quite a gentle song, from “Stairway to heaven” OST. Aish, I know I’m the romantic type  XD

To cheer yourself up ?  Casablanca – Bertie Higgins

Oh a kiss is still a kiss in Casablanca
But a kiss is not a kiss without your sigh
Please come back to me in Casablanca
I love you more and more each day as time goes by

I guess there're many broken hearts in Casablanca
You know I've never been there so I don't know
I guess our love story will never be seen
On the big wide silver screen
But it hurts just as bad when I had to watch it go

 

I’ll go kill myself… who can cheer up with this ?  ‘___’

Your deepest secret is ?  Suteki da ne – FF X OST

If you reached the top of Everest, you'd scream ?  The dance – Within temptation


Take my hand
I'll take you to the promised land

Amen, bây giờ mình thành Moses

Highschool was like ?  Goodbye for the last – H.O.T

Mwahahaha, can’t wait to get out

At your wedding, they'll play ?  Perfect moment – HYDE

Ah, the sun is born of night, it sets again
Though no one’s here to see, it’s endless

So perfect, this moment.
I’m happy to die in this moment

I’ve been to Heaven, Heaven on Earth

What song will they play at my funeral? The takes over, the breaks over – Fall out boy

Wouldn't you rather be a widow than a divorcée?
Style your wake for fashion magazines
Widow or a divorcée?
Don't pretend, d-d-don't pretend

We don't fight fair
We don't fight fair

Your message 2 the world has always been ?  Poisoning pigeons in the park – Tom Lehrer

We've gained notoriety,
And caused much anxiety
In the Audubon Society
With our games.
They call it impiety,
And lack of propriety,
And quite a variety
Of unpleasant names.
But it's not against any religion
To want to dispose of a pigeon.

So if Sunday you're free,
Why don't you come with me,
And we'll poison the pigeons in the park.
And maybe we'll do
In a squirrel or two,
While we're poisoning pigeons in the park.

Your last words will be ?  Passion – Utada Hikaru

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Panic's GIG IN DOWNUNDER [05 Apr 2008|08:33pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | "We're so starving" - Patd ]



No words said. This is the official thing. Cobra Starship is coming, despite all teh previous ads with only TAI as the guest band or watever teh technical term is. Saw it on Sydney Morning Herald, although news had it that teh Sun Herald has had it last week but i don't read that so, sucko.

This is the news that have made my life cheerful for about 2 weeks now. And you know what, it wasn't that much troublesome to get dad to allow me to go there, although mum is another different story  *shrug*  I am taking cash out of his Visa so.. ha ha  ^__^v

From what I've gathered, maybe Satari and Tram would come, would. Not really certain about it but... If noone came, urgh, if no one came then does that mean I have to go alone ?  '___'

Christ.

So basically I can get teh ticket now and I'll be worried about people coming with me later, or I could always try and get bx to go, although her mum is stronger than my mum  '__' 

If I go, I think I'll be the only kid who doesn't dress up, couldn't remember the lyric, and could only jump up and down and squeal to the Ryden love  .__.

Next question, dear oh dear Master of Gig-going  *throw a glance at You-Know-Who*, urg *exasperated sigh*  sit down Voldermort and eat your veggie. What kind of seat should this mere Amateur get for the oh-so-awesome Panic's gig ? They got the Panic pit  [the pun killed XD] and the elevated seats. I thought of getting the pit so we're closer to our favr. band but considering this is Australia, not Vietnam, I doubt I'll be tall enough to even glimpse at the stage, not to mention the guys are gonna gel up their hair again. In the end, I think I'll just be staring to spikey hair.

Why do I have the weirdest idea that all Aussie scene queens are gonna be there, and ordinary girls scantily dressed. Imagine them jumping up and down, smashing to my face. D'uh  X___x

I feel so dead now... 

Master, please hand me some advice from your scroll of "Secret guidance to Gig-going"   XD



I'm getting the impulse to book in area 30, Non-Alcoholic area. Sounds safe, although dull. I don't want to be wasted after the Gig since I have to drive home after teh freaking long train home. Doubt I'll be home before 12  XP

Anyone wanna come ? ^__^


On a lesser note, my "P.O" hasn't arrived yet. Damn FBR and the whole delivery system that can't even check International orders. Should have just sent it via Post Office damn it  =__=

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B. Disinterest in what the critics say [15 Mar 2008|01:39am]
[ mood | ditzy ]
[ music | All or Nothing - Westlife ]

So, I've been having these thoughts, with me reading "A clockwork orange", yeah, I do read funny enough. So I was reading "A clockwork orange" because somebody recommended it as one of the famous well known book one should read, and I borrow it from teh library. Took me long enough to actually settle down to read it, mostly in my free time before bed. I must say...

Ai-chan, I don't like this book   -__________-  I can't understand what he's saying. I know it's one of the classic but it's way out of my ability. Maybe I'll try in ten years' time  ^__^

Today I'm officially hooked on "All out of love" and "All or nothing", conveniently in my iPod under Westlife. Must have been the product of my total boredom. Listening to their vocal beating against the chill morning is a refreshing experience. I only got about 4 hours of sleep this morning and already my heart was beat vigorously. It's gorgeous, at least I faced today with a grin. Gosh I can be such a wussy sometimes  XD  A hopeless romantic  *sigh dramatically*

Maybe I should end our dream of forming a band because my guitar skill isn't getting any better and start thinking about acting, don't have to be much, just Johnny Depp is alrite. He has such a cool touch with Tim Burton and Sweeney Todd is among my top amusing films list. Of course there's something about Edward Scissorhand that really make me want to watch it, I think it must have been the Scissor  *nod nod*

So I'm on a guitar/Panic frenzy these days. Yes, it's me procrastinating. You got that one right. The first rule about Procrastinating is you don't talk about procrastinating. Expecting Project Octoberhem any months now, just let me get on with my refined lipstick and eyeliner factory first. The Computer Street Lipstick and Eyeliner Pty Ltd. Yeah we're so advance baby, we don't need paper or photocopiers anymore. Every Procrastinating club is kept in the ring via emails. But of course of course, we still need Brad Pitt and Edward Norton for the spice.

My dog tore apart my "Fight club" Whitlam library's property  XD  I was leaving the newly-checked-out library books on the air-cond cooler to unload my heaps of school books and kinda got distracted for a bit. Only about half an hour later when I need to get my clothes in that I found "A clockwork orange" lying neatly in front of my door. Frantically I searched the grass for the remainder and found "Hello Cruel world" covered by green jungle in our backyard. 2/3 were retrieved but I couldn't find "Fight club" anywhere. Then a certain yellow crossbred surged to mind and surely enough, in her doghouse was my dearly beloved "Fight club", cover tore in half, fangs embedded on the rough plastic cover, yellow papers  from something that reads like Introduction carefully minced to tiny pieces laid a fuzzy bed for her. I thought I had a dog, not a hamster  -___-  The content though is very well intact. It amused me to no end how she chose that particular book. I mean, "Hello cruel world" is graphically eye-catching as well. So I patched it up, read teh book and bought it back from teh library. This is just an awesome book man, it doesn't end without any scars  XD

These days I'm just jumping from fueledbyramen to decaydance and panicatthedisco lj's site for any release info. There's already preview of the whole album on Amazon, which is annoying honestly. The album's in a week so can't you just wait for it? And there's Leak on MTV.com  It's fun when you're not buying the album, which is what I'm doing all the time  [ ;P ] but since I've already jumping up and down waiting for it to be packaged and shipped and received and progressed, which usually take about 4 days from Japan to here using Australia post, I'm not exactly interested. Rather on the annoy side  -___-

Urg, my car is so gonna be bombarded with Panic when I got the album. Jen's gonna have fits, and Satari would follow suit, for different reasons but  XD


For the interest of my Major Work, urg, I Google "Scene Kids" for fun last night. Woa, amazing. They're making such a scene  XDD

I think the idea of having guides to be scene kids is just the most wonderfully-fantastic-whatchamacallit-most-awesomely-appropriate idea of the century. We need a Commandment to teach us to be Unique, what can be more ironic than that ? Requirements for a scene kid is pretty harsh, you almost have to own some brand of eyeliner and hair-straightener/wax/gel/random spontaneous technicolour hair dye and piercing. It also helps if you listen to emo music and socialising exclusively to people of your kind. Homosexuality is a bizz , Chucks and hoodies the must-haves. If you're too desperate, just leave your hair uncut for a year, you'll surely qualified as a noob scene kid, should we start calling you "scene baby" ? XD  Try cutting yourself too, that'll boost your level hundred-folds.

I lack sleep  ^__^

A great White day. Perfectly eventless. Right, should I start listen to "Your life is a lie" now ?  *flick back "Scene kids for Dummies"* It doesn't say if Simple Plan is an emo band, damn... Whatever, MCR always work. FoxNews and ABC related them to their scene kids's news story. YouTube-ing it, they're amusing.
I want Gerard's skeleton hoody  XP

Yup, sleep. No more babbling./

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Unite 08 spazzing [18 Jan 2008|07:10pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | Honey, this mirror isn't big enough for both of us -- MCR ]

*chill* Aww~~ lovely, don't you just love Gerard's stupid face ? I'm in a real good mood for a picspam but hey, I'll spare you all the trouble.

Feel so relaxed now that I've secured myself a ticket to the long-awaited concert Unite 08. Ai-chan has some interesting magic of her own  XDD   Me and our penguin have our tickets out of thin air, of course unless Ai-chan unexpectedly announced that our tickets are transferred to others, and then we'll start freaking out. But hey, highly unlikely she'd be that cold and cruel to us now, no ?  ^^  

The problem posed now is tickets for my pals. B wanna go along with K, De tu wants to hang out as well and frankly this isn't going anywhere. Tickets are impossibly hard to get. The quiz apparently isn't gonna be a piece of cake and .. well, we'll try today. Hopefully.  3 tickets...

On a lighter note, here's one of Gerard famous quote. The guy always have some way to cheer me up  XD

"I'm sick of seeing my face. But I am allowed to be sick of seeing my face, 'cause it's my fuckin' face. Know what I'm sayin'?"

And that was coming from the guy who sang "Honey, this mirror isn't big enough for both of us" - title-wise only. Gerard honey, you've been staring at yourself too long.

Anyone coming to MCR's signing tomorrow with me ? Currently I'm pretty short on people who'd come. De tu has tutor, everyone does these days.

I don't know what I should get for them to sign on. My black notebook ? But it looks so cheesy with love hearts and coffee cups at the corner. But I think I'll go with that, otherwise just buy a sketch pad and get them to sign on it. There's always the possibility of a black bag so I can bring it to school and stuff. White shirts ? Posters are extremely hard to sign but...

How about shirts ?  Urg... unless it's My Chem shirt, anything else is just... out of question.

Hey, maybe I should buy a mirror and have them sign on it with lipstick. That'd be interesting  XD

*shrug*  I think I'll go with something black since the Black Parade is coming to town  \(^o\) (/o^)/
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The L word [18 Dec 2007|03:03am]
Dusting this site  *wear a manly apron and get to work*

Oh well, chill everybody  ^__^

I know I've been neglecting this site. I'm sorry ?  I'm just... caught up with the other one lately.

I've figured what I want to do with Ex 2 major work. I'm gonna write a short story (duh) about lesbian. Yeah you got it, the usual stuff. The coming-of-age, the homophobic, the rebellious attitude. My main question is Why do we have to conform ? This I aim to achieve through the unconventional relationship in my writing. Good enough?

Anyway, this gives my justification to d/l "The L word". Ahh~~ SHane is hot  XP

I'm trying... but I know my work will never reach a really high standard unlike a certain someone, not mentioning any names here *coughAicough* Oh well, Fighto fighto !
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